I was becoming tired of my relentless pursuit of an unattainable goal, to meet my spirit guide. When I gave readings, periodically I would hear John, telepathically, he would make fun of my reading right in the middle of it!! I couldn't believe that this great guide was mocking my work!! Wasn't he there to help me? Wasn't he there to show me the way? I was so angry and upset, but I couldn't let my client know that John was being so difficult. He would tell me to ask my client questions. I refused.
He would interrupt me to tell me how to approach a reading and I would shut him down.
Then I had a moment of revelation, John was using sarcasm and my sense of humor to get my attention, to show me how to change my focus. It took me ages to figure this out. I would tell my mentors and they thought that John wasn't my guide, that he couldn't possibly be an enlightened spirit from the other side. He was and still is to this day my most helpful and sarcastic guide EVER. He knew that I needed someone similar to my character to get past my barriers of disbelief.
John would continue to interrupt my sessions with my clients, but I had started to incorporate his suggestions. He was teaching me how to make the process of connecting easier. I was always surprised by his direction but now, after years of getting entangled in my emotions I was finally listening to him. I still have to have the last word.
My most vivid and profound experience with him happened during a crisis. My dog, Tarot, whom I adored, my furry companion and friend was in distress. She was vomiting, shaking, and panting. I scooped her in my arms, took her to my car and we raced to the Emergency Veterinary Clinic minutes away. Tears streaming down my face, and fear enveloping me, I started to frantically scream out loud.
Ursula has been a medium since she was a child and enjoys sharing her experiences!