I had been introduced to the concept of Spirit Guides years ago, but never put any energy into it. It was another theory that didn't resonate with me at the time.
Over the years, during my search to understand my experiences I have met many teachers. I have studied in Canada, England, Spain and the United States.
A friend would often introduce me to various types of exercises said that I should try to develop a connection with my guides. I found them to be obtrusive, unbelievable and unnecesary. I wanted a direct and simple way, nothing else to deter me from my truth. I practiced visualizations, trying to SEE my guides. I tried meditation, countless ones to introduce myself to my guides without results. It was frustrating, yet any teacher I had met insisted that I meet my guides to work with them, creating a go-between or a so-called gate keeper to the other world. It didn't work. As you have observed throughout my blogs, I gave up. According to me Spirit guides didn't exist!! I moved on, briefly, because deep down I couldn't give up on something that could assist me in my career.
When I met Jackie and Christine the mediums from the television show, I was introduced to my guide John Green. The original connection we made was weak, and I didn't find him helpful. He needed to answer all of my questions, explain to me why my life was like this and he didn't respond, at all. I saw him on occasion, and I discovered that he would change his clothing to make me laugh and to get my attention. We hadn't bonded, as required, according to my spiritual teachers. I was annoyed with him. He didn't do, or say what I thought he should, or appear the way I thought he should, which was my biggest mistake and my greatest asset.
Ursula has been a medium since she was a child and enjoys sharing her experiences!